So I'm reading the following novella with a friend, The Little Prince: English Version

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randomy's Existing Situation
Hopes to obtain an improved position and greater prestige, so that he can procure for himself more of the things he has had to do without.

randomy's Stress Sources
Feels that life has far more to offer and that there are still important things to be achieved--that life must be experienced to the fullest. As a result, he pursues his objectives with a fierce intensity that will not let go of things. Becomes deeply involved and runs the risk of being unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough; is therefore in danger of becoming agitated and of exhausting his nervous energy. Cannot leave things alone and feels he can only be at peace when he has finally reached his goal.

randomy's Restrained Characteristics
Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.

Conditions are such that he will not let himself become intimately involved without making mental reservations.


randomy's Desired Objective
Seeks affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Desires an intimate union, in which there is a love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust.

randomy's Actual Problem
Needs to achieve a stable and peaceful condition, enabling him to free himself of the worry that he may be prevented from achieving all the things he wants.

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Personality

According to a personality test, at this time, I feel to prefer to
have my, personal, personality in the following way:

Jungian functional preference ordering, INFP:

Dominant: Introverted Feeling
Auxiliary: Extraverted Intuition
Tertiary: Introverted Sensing
Inferior: Extraverted Thinking

Details with an insight of what this means to my actions and feelings:

http://www.personalitypage.com/INFP.html
http://similarminds.com/jung/infp.html
http://www.keirsey.com/personality/nfip.html

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In a business issue, however I strive to have:
Jungian functional preference ordering, ESTJ:

Dominant: Extraverted Thinking
Auxiliary: Introverted Sensing
Tertiary: Extraverted Intuition
Inferior: Introverted Feeling

Details:

http://www.personalitypage.com/ESTJ.html

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~Darren

your fortune

your fortune for today is:  big danger!
so be grateful until then.  ;-) 

Where?

To the right, left, nothing
People all around
Desolation
Isolation… due to fear of chaotic masses
Nothing behind, the few lost acquaintances and friends
Were left into where the current mind doesn't conceive of, it can't
That place of mystery covered by dark fog
One will never find that way back to this vague past.

Secrets

I was abused and molested as a child. The picture I have posted earlier of me as a child I believe may have been before this. I'm fairly certain that I have an Anxiety Disorder. I've always been very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious, although at the same time reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive about myself, feeling unduly shameful. I know what pain is, I know the feeling of death. But, I'm alive, and it will be so forever as far as I know and am concerned. I have very much love for everyone.

~Darren

Business Name

UIC- Unlimited Imaginative Creations

Expressions from ago

To the right, left, nothing.
People all around.
Desolation.
Isolation due to the fear of chaotic masses.
Nothing behind, except for the few lost acquaintances and friends that have, were, left into where the current mind doesn't, can't, conceive of.
That place of mystery, covered by dark fog.
One will never find the way back to this vague past.

Exposé- a little bit, in me

Who am I?
Why am I?
Do you know?
Do you?
Do you?
I am here.
I am here.
You, I don't even know of.
You, are not even real.
There is no "you", there is no one.
Just a figment of my imagination.
You aren't even percieved by me.
Not "there" or here.
Just my distraction in life.
You.........



(I just wrote that to fill a post; I didn't want to keep seeing my last post up)
~Me

"Needs attention or mental relationship".....hmmm

cat and the hat

As little kids we are told stories. As adults we realize that a story, is what our life really is. We are the writers. The greatest story that we can write- our life, our story, our path. We are the complete creators of our own story and forever will.....

binding is so choking

I personally don't believe in labels, restraints, or rules that bind us. I believe in values, principles, and being alive.

hurt and pain

Forgive. Forgive your parents. Forgive yourself. Forgive the ones who hurt you and will hurt you again. Live with charity.

Me, a childhood photo

Me, a childhood photo
Originally uploaded by goslackware.

I saw this picture the other day. It's probably my favorite picture of me.

Happiness

I'm learning, feeling this, happiness. It's tranquil, calm, supportive. It takes determination, self control and mastery to keep alive inside within me- or it shall part. It's adversary, antagonist, and attacker is cockiness, rudeness, and lying. So, please slap me in the back of the head if I'm doing any of the last three.
PS: a snowball will also work just fine :-)

Life? Oh, hi!

Over the anxiousness. Now to life. Hello life. I vaguely remember you. A while ago. You, I can tell, are very nice. *comely smile*

Shake it up then stir

Mixed feelings, oh how I messed things up. This time slightfully and luckily, just like a lucky ducky in a mucky eckie ukkie mudd-a-duhly

[edit: maybe, but, maybe not?]

Life

"being with friends, family, loves is the main thing"

Thinks?

Not thinking anymore. Just living.

Glass

half full....half full....half full....half full....half full....half full....
... It's not mine...

Cares

I want to give her attention; I have altruistic caring for her.

Loner and Drama...

You scored as Loner. Drama nerd 69% Loner 69% Stoner 63% Punk/Rebel 56% Goth 50% Geek 44% Prep/Jock/Cheerleader 38% Ghetto gangsta 25% What's Your High School Stereotype? created with QuizFarm.com

relation

Something from Sukiro Aki at www.gaiaonline.com

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I like a guy who thinks before he speaks... for me to even to begin to like someone I want to know he likes me for who I am. Basiclly I just want to know a nice guy who likes me for me... just someone I can share my feelings with and laugh with sometimes and will let me lean on them if I'm crying... its a combo. The way they act, a little intelligence to act with manners, maybe a little phisical attraction... but I don't really know I guess I just want a friend first then I will think of love...
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---That's nice




I want to uplift you. Not put you down.

Normal, good, what's that?

I'm feeling better and all normal and stuff. What the *&$&% do I do now? so, confused and not at all depressed, or bad anything. Just feeling good. So new emotions, just confused. What do I do now? So, the question is, what do I do now if I'm normal?

Friends

This is a really good quiz for guys to take even though it's made towards girls. Guys will learn much, so go a clickin and check it out:
Friends Quiz
Link is fixed now.

Send me, the little blade of grass.

Send me, here I am, the little blade of grass. And the wind goes by. The night lingers on, to be as the world drifts to sunset. All just a memory. A memory of the past, present, and future. Longing for memories away from here, for us to be gone away in the wind to the vast endlessness of imaginary space.

Self

- Just be your self
-- But I feel that my self from the inside is killing me
- oh....
-- It's like this, I'm dying slow painful death.
- .......
-- Yeah, I know though that there is happiness and good and all, I've have forgotten it. It is such a long faded memory. Oh, so far away. But I know of it and that it is. I must long for it. I must have faith. I must believe.

Writings (Victim).....

-- I'm always the victim
- No, you're not
-- But it's so hard
- yes, true, so true....
-- I feel like I'm spinning, forever spinning.... alone.. in darkness into as one of Poe's work titled, "a decent into a maelstrom", a forever endless torment seeing calmness as only the quiet before the storm.
- I love you, let me then be your calmness for now, right now....

The present of now.

First post is this present of this now. Nowness.