Monday, January 17, 2005

Life? Oh, hi!

Over the anxiousness. Now to life. Hello life. I vaguely remember you. A while ago. You, I can tell, are very nice. *comely smile*

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Shake it up then stir

Mixed feelings, oh how I messed things up. This time slightfully and luckily, just like a lucky ducky in a mucky eckie ukkie mudd-a-duhly

[edit: maybe, but, maybe not?]

Life

"being with friends, family, loves is the main thing"

Thinks?

Not thinking anymore. Just living.

Friday, January 14, 2005

Glass

half full....half full....half full....half full....half full....half full....
... It's not mine...

Cares

I want to give her attention; I have altruistic caring for her.

Loner and Drama...

You scored as Loner.

Drama nerd

69%

Loner

69%

Stoner

63%

Punk/Rebel

56%

Goth

50%

Geek

44%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

38%

Ghetto gangsta

25%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

relation

Something from Sukiro Aki at www.gaiaonline.com

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I like a guy who thinks before he speaks... for me to even to begin to like someone I want to know he likes me for who I am. Basiclly I just want to know a nice guy who likes me for me... just someone I can share my feelings with and laugh with sometimes and will let me lean on them if I'm crying... its a combo. The way they act, a little intelligence to act with manners, maybe a little phisical attraction... but I don't really know I guess I just want a friend first then I will think of love...
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---That's nice




I want to uplift you. Not put you down.

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Normal, good, what's that?

I'm feeling better and all normal and stuff. What the *&$&% do I do now? so, confused and not at all depressed, or bad anything. Just feeling good. So new emotions, just confused. What do I do now? So, the question is, what do I do now if I'm normal?

Friends

This is a really good quiz for guys to take even though it's made towards girls. Guys will learn much, so go a clickin and check it out:
Friends Quiz
Link is fixed now.

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Send me, the little blade of grass.

Send me, here I am, the little blade of grass. And the wind goes by. The night lingers on, to be as the world drifts to sunset. All just a memory. A memory of the past, present, and future. Longing for memories away from here, for us to be gone away in the wind to the vast endlessness of imaginary space.

Self

- Just be your self
-- But I feel that my self from the inside is killing me
- oh....
-- It's like this, I'm dying slow painful death.
- .......
-- Yeah, I know though that there is happiness and good and all, I've have forgotten it. It is such a long faded memory. Oh, so far away. But I know of it and that it is. I must long for it. I must have faith. I must believe.

Writings (Victim).....

-- I'm always the victim
- No, you're not
-- But it's so hard
- yes, true, so true....
-- I feel like I'm spinning, forever spinning.... alone.. in darkness into as one of Poe's work titled, "a decent into a maelstrom", a forever endless torment seeing calmness as only the quiet before the storm.
- I love you, let me then be your calmness for now, right now....

The present of now.

First post is this present of this now. Nowness.