Monday, January 17, 2005
Over the anxiousness. Now to life. Hello life. I vaguely remember you. A while ago. You, I can tell, are very nice. *comely smile*
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Shake it up then stir
Mixed feelings, oh how I messed things up. This time slightfully and luckily, just like a lucky ducky in a mucky eckie ukkie mudd-a-duhly
[edit: maybe, but, maybe not?]
[edit: maybe, but, maybe not?]
Friday, January 14, 2005
Glass
half full....half full....half full....half full....half full....half full....
... It's not mine...
... It's not mine...
Loner and Drama...
You scored as Loner.
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
relation
Something from Sukiro Aki at www.gaiaonline.com
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I like a guy who thinks before he speaks... for me to even to begin to like someone I want to know he likes me for who I am. Basiclly I just want to know a nice guy who likes me for me... just someone I can share my feelings with and laugh with sometimes and will let me lean on them if I'm crying... its a combo. The way they act, a little intelligence to act with manners, maybe a little phisical attraction... but I don't really know I guess I just want a friend first then I will think of love...
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---That's nice
I want to uplift you. Not put you down.
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I like a guy who thinks before he speaks... for me to even to begin to like someone I want to know he likes me for who I am. Basiclly I just want to know a nice guy who likes me for me... just someone I can share my feelings with and laugh with sometimes and will let me lean on them if I'm crying... its a combo. The way they act, a little intelligence to act with manners, maybe a little phisical attraction... but I don't really know I guess I just want a friend first then I will think of love...
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---That's nice
I want to uplift you. Not put you down.
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Normal, good, what's that?
I'm feeling better and all normal and stuff. What the *&$&% do I do now? so, confused and not at all depressed, or bad anything. Just feeling good. So new emotions, just confused. What do I do now? So, the question is, what do I do now if I'm normal?
Friends
This is a really good quiz for guys to take even though it's made towards girls. Guys will learn much, so go a clickin and check it out:
Friends Quiz
Link is fixed now.
Friends Quiz
Link is fixed now.
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Send me, the little blade of grass.
Send me, here I am, the little blade of grass. And the wind goes by. The night lingers on, to be as the world drifts to sunset. All just a memory. A memory of the past, present, and future. Longing for memories away from here, for us to be gone away in the wind to the vast endlessness of imaginary space.
Self
- Just be your self
-- But I feel that my self from the inside is killing me
- oh....
-- It's like this, I'm dying slow painful death.
- .......
-- Yeah, I know though that there is happiness and good and all, I've have forgotten it. It is such a long faded memory. Oh, so far away. But I know of it and that it is. I must long for it. I must have faith. I must believe.
-- But I feel that my self from the inside is killing me
- oh....
-- It's like this, I'm dying slow painful death.
- .......
-- Yeah, I know though that there is happiness and good and all, I've have forgotten it. It is such a long faded memory. Oh, so far away. But I know of it and that it is. I must long for it. I must have faith. I must believe.
Writings (Victim).....
-- I'm always the victim
- No, you're not
-- But it's so hard
- yes, true, so true....
-- I feel like I'm spinning, forever spinning.... alone.. in darkness into as one of Poe's work titled, "a decent into a maelstrom", a forever endless torment seeing calmness as only the quiet before the storm.
- I love you, let me then be your calmness for now, right now....
- No, you're not
-- But it's so hard
- yes, true, so true....
-- I feel like I'm spinning, forever spinning.... alone.. in darkness into as one of Poe's work titled, "a decent into a maelstrom", a forever endless torment seeing calmness as only the quiet before the storm.
- I love you, let me then be your calmness for now, right now....